so I take the LSAT in a little over a month, whoa! a month ago I was not even thinking of law school and now it’s all I can think about. I’m so stressed about this stupid test. but it really does dictate my future quite a bit. if I get a bad score I’m out 123 bucks but if I do well then I’m digging my self into a debt that quite possibly could amount to over 100,000 dollars! holy shit! and this could be my ticket out of Ohio but I don’t know if I’ll be ready to leave in a year.I’m really considering going to Texas though. it’s a really good law school and all that jazz, plus my networking would increase by like 100% but shit, it’s Texas. I’m also considering Toledo. that would be the safest. I mean then I’m only 45 minutes from Uncle Randy and Ben and Denise, not to mention a half an hour away from Bowling Green…but I don’t know how safe I want to be. and from all reports law school is a bitch. you’re in class for 10 to 12 hours a day plus at least 2 to 4 hours of reading and research a night. maybe going where I don’t know anyone would be a plus.  and then there is Jason. He has said that he’s willing to pack up and go where ever I want to go. When did this become such a committed relationship? I’m mean we have been dating for 2 years now and all, but still. whoa! I would feel really bad if we broke up for whatever reason and he moved all the way across the country. that’s alot of pressure. alot alot. I’m so stressed out about Law School and I don’t even know if I can go yet. ugh!